Hidden Track Lyrics by Blue October

Hidden Track

I lost a piece of me in you
I think I left it in your arms
I forget the reasons I got scared
But remember that I cared quite a lot
You see but lately Ive been on my own
Yeah one, but one by choice
You see thats a first for me
This only me, yeah theres only me
And I realize for once its just me
Its just me
Its just me and Ill find a way to make it
Theres no one left to stop me, here I go
Can we take it from the top
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Dont try to take this from me
Ive already spent living half my life undone
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Dont try to take this from me
Ive already spent my life living half undone
Ive been talking to my aunts and uncles,
Mom and dad again
Ive been finding out that I have
What this world has called friends
Ive tried to push them all away
They pushed me back and want to stay
And thats one good thing I have
Im gonna feel a peace in me
Im gonna feel at home
Im gonna make this cloud above me
Disappear, be gone
I want to feel a punch inside my heartbeat on the floor
I dont want to hurt no more
Yeah its just me
Its just me and Ill find a way to make it
Theres no one left to stop me, here I go
Can we take it from the top
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Dont try to take her from me
Ive already spent my life living half undone
So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong
Dont try to take her from me
Ive already spent my life living half undone
I used to be the one who won before
I used to smile but dont no more
Living just to watch it all go by