Self Esteem Lyrics by Offspring

Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know Im being used
Thats okay man cause I like the abuse
I know shes playing with me
Thats okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejections got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her no

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When shes saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When shes saying that Im like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think its better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? yeah yeah yeah

Now Ill relate this little bit
That happens more than Id like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no
But thats kind of hard when shes ready to go
I may be dumb
But Im not a dweeb
Im just a sucker with no self esteem

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